How it all works...

A dissertation of the workings of reality... work in progress:

In the beginning there was just you. Slowly evolving from a zygote, multiplying and dividing cells upon cells and forming what you are today, did you sit to think it through? A sentient being suspended in thought and creation, or were you a mass of flesh suspended in another being’s amniotic fluids and born through automation? As it is with most of the beautiful things in this world, both could be true simultaneously. If you do not think that you thought as your figure was wrought, at least note that your eyes could open and close and your monitored heart produced a note. When you emerged from solitude into the blinding harshness of this new world you were greeted by others like yourself, who were eager to enter your world and immediately welcomed you into theirs.

Then, you probably grew up in a very unique way, perhaps even subtly so. You witness the world from your perspective only, so the very degree of uniqueness may be obscure to you, however there are no two bodies with exactly the same experiences. To the smallest degree, the space you occupy at any given time is unique to your physical form alone. Just stop to think of the intricacies of your existance, and it will all become clear. Think about various memories from your childhood and every little place you have seen. Think of the shape of each room of every building you have ever been in, the texture of the walls, the feeling on the air. Remember the onslaughts of faces you have seen, voices you have heard, and moments of physical contact that produce memories of pain, comfort, pleasure, love and so much more. Do you really think that there is even one person who has felt exactly the same things in the same sequences or with the same significance? There is no one.

You really are unique, but does this mean you are alone? There are other unique, apparently sentient beings all around, legions of them. At some point, with every being encountered in this world, you had the ultimate choice of where it may stand in relation to you. This is true physically, literally you could move yourself and the relation will change, but it is especially true consciously. It may seem like a natural uncontrollable force brings beings to you, who become your friends, acquaintances or enemies, but in actuality you have always had the conscious choice. Who do you listen to? Do you obey parents, teachers, your seniors, everyone or nobody? You choose. Who do you like? Who do you dislike? For each unique individual that you encounter, you have a just as unique response. So the question of isolation is at once a question of company. Whether you are alone or in any degree of company, only you can really know, because only you control who can access your thoughts and heart. You control your state in relation to others in this world.

Eventually, you many have more questions about the workings of what appears to be a vast and endlessly enigmatic world in which you exist. You many seek to find the answers to those questions, you may choose ignore the answers you find, but ultimately everything is really, truly, simple. The World is simple. It is you, it is a zygote forming in the womb of creation, on the canvas of existence. Once you really grasp this understanding, you should cease to have anymore questions. As to the logistics and nuances of life, science and love you will already know, and the only thing you may feel left to question will merely be the end. From your wealth of understanding and conscious awareness of all that is this answer will come in time as swiftly and as clearly to you as any other answer you have received in perfect timing, and in that moment of pure understanding everything, every cellular movement and every nano-molecular reaction, will simply stop.