First Steps
It seemed like I was doing the right thing... ...but now it seems like right and wrong are merely illusions. They are merely justification for action. But I am not trying to justify myself right now. My feelings are not something I can justify. I used to think I was so good with words. But I realized that when it comes to translating my feelings into words, my skill is very poor. The phrase I keep spouting out thoughtlessly, "I don't know". But its not the truth. If I really didn't know, then it would be like I felt nothing. Perhaps I don't know how to name it... but I know the name of this one. I know it, I am just scared to utter it. I have said it without meaning for far too long. And words without meaning... I realized...are just cruel. I realized that I had been saying what seemed like the right thing to say, but the only right thing to say is the truth, right? Easier said than actually said... If I say something, do I have to take responsibilit...