Outcome
It hurts a lot... I've been crying all day. It doesn't hurt more than being betrayed by someone I love, though. Apparently I'm sort of selfish bastard. Apparently no matter how hard I try to isolate myself and protect other people from my selfishness... it just doesn't work. Crying in front of other people: they tend to just look at you... they don't understand. Crying alone, I want to just let it all out. I exhale the sorrow and tears come out. Once I think I'm finished and I try to compose myself... I realize I deserve it all... and I exhale again. "I don't want to be alone..." I see crowds of people through the tears and they all just stare as they pass by. I really just want a hug. Seeing someone I know, I steal one...but it does nothing: the man is just confused. "Smile, because the weather is so pretty." On a day like today, when sunshine turns into tornadoes.... tears turn into blood... blank stares rip you apart on the ...