A Clear Pool

I have a wish in my heart, if only that wish were to come true… even if I were to become nothing but dust to time and the ages, I would be satisfied with all I have done in this life. Do you ever feel a whispering notion, an absurd idea, filling your heart and lungs until it feels like you can’t breath? As I walked in a circle Listening through memories A wind caught my eye Whisping away my last teardrop Do you have something to live for? Do you need to have something, to live? Have you ever wondered, “Is it okay for me to just float on in life, never doing or changing anything…simply watching, then fading away”? Have you ever thought you found “something”? I know too many people who live for other people. “ You are my life. Without you, I should disappear…yet I am here.” The Banshees and the little Boat It came to pass, that the space that is the land within my heart began to expand and prosper. This had happened many times before and would only continue with redefined se...

...is one who can smile for herself. There are many things to smile for, the world is full of wonderful things... The things that used to make me smile... unconditional love, spending time with people I like, singing and dancing, dressing up and having my hair done, cute things that people call girly, enjoying nature, talking to God... ...maybe they are things I should always be able to smile about. I am slowly recovering those sources happiness. I wanted to write off the things I used to openly like as silly or girlie, so I could bury the little girl inside myself... I thought the stronger side of myself was the part that didn't care for those things... but really I have been that small scared person all along. I was just afraid of different things. Now, I think I am willing to "wake" the parts of myself I have been suppressing and hiding, and abandon the fears I have been holding onto for years. I'm tired of closing off my feelings and realizing them lon...